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Naivity -

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Naivety

This is all still new to me. My head is still spinning. My name is Kevin, I’m 25, white, have a good job and am physically fit. I’ve been married now for just a year but we’ve been dating each other since we were 16 and met at school. My wife, Anna, is 23, and is drop dead gorgeous. She has long blond hair, slim figure with an ass on her that draws men’s eyes wherever we go. I guess I’ve been concentrating on the future too much and have missed all the signs that something wasn’t quite right.

It had all gone so well up to now. Good education, good social life, holidays, cars and then recently a house and marriage. We seemed to be moving forward along the path that many people dream of, nothing could stand in our way. We both did our separate things too, to maintain that little bit of independence. Our sex life had been good but had faded of late. It’s hard to draw comparison as we’d both only ever been with each other sexually. Or at least that was what I thought.

Two weeks ago (November 16th) we sat down for a nice evening in. Everything went well and the night drew to a close. We’d both had a couple of drinks and I suggested we move on to the bedroom. Once upstairs I dimmed the lights and we climbed into bed. Anna lay face down as I undid her bra and gently kissed her back and massaged her thighs. I slipped off her panties and caressed her soft skin. She looked so beautiful lying there. I could feel myself starting to get hard now so took off my boxers to relieve the tension. I carefully lowered myself on top of her naked body, my cock resting against her ass cheeks as I brushed her blonde hair to one side, kissed her neck and whispered to her to turn over. As she did I noticed tears were streaming down her face.

“What’s up?” I asked with genuine concern. It wasn’t quite what I had expected to see.

“I can’t do this, I really can’t do this. We need to talk”. My heart was pounding. What on earth was wrong. My night was about to take an unexpected turn.

I quizzed Anna on why she was crying and she dropped the bombshell that she didn’t think things were working out. I was dumbstruck and told her so. I thought things were going well. Sure couples have their problems but she hadn’t given me any signs that things were off track.

Anna seemed to get annoyed by this. “Are you so naïve? Have you not stopped to think about any of the hints I’ve given you?” I supposed I hadn’t, or had passed them off as a mere slip of the tongue. What was she talking about? She didn’t take long to recall some of these clues.

My wife had attended art classes at night school. I met her one night after she had finished and as we chatted in a café she mentioned that the evening’s session had been life drawing and the model had been a black man. The class was mostly teenage girls and five minutes into the session the model had become a little too excited. She explained how he was ‘enormous’ down below, the biggest thing she’d ever seen. All the girls were talking about it after class and the white boys were all a bit embarrassed knowing they couldn’t match up to his size. She talked about his length and girth and to be honest I was a bit embarrassed not only that she was so interested but that she was choosing a public place to tell me this. Other people could certainly hear her story but she carried on oblivious to this. I put it down to it being something totally different to a usual study session and let it go at that.

My wife had never been someone with a high sex drive. It was me who had to do all the work in the bedroom, she’d never been too vocal and preferred to stick to one or two positions every time. She was not keen on pornography and sex toys were a no-no. the closest we came to this was talking about it once we’d had a few drinks and her barriers were down slightly. She once asked me if it would turn me on seeing her using a dildo. She asked “would it turn you on seeing me with it pressed between my legs? Sucking it slowly before plunging it deeply in and out of my pussy, my little white hand grasped around this big black dildo?” Again I was too busy thinking about the image to read too much into details.

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Naivity continued

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As she recalled the tales, it all began to add up. Anna had been happy to go ahead and marry me. It was what her parents would have wanted and I could provide her with a stable home life. But she explained that it just wasn’t enough. She wanted something that I just could not give her. She craved big, black men. Always has done, always will do.

A million thoughts raced around my head. When we make love does she close her eyes because she fantasising about a black man being on top of her? Has our sex life dwindled because of it? Of course it had. How can I have been so stupid? I’d once joked with her about her having to go into an area of town with a high black population because of work. I’d stupidly laughed and said she had a black boyfriend there and no wonder she was always so tired. She’d played along and “Well sex with you is okay, but he can really stretch me like you wouldn’t believe. It takes a lot out of a girl! Now stop being so stupid and carrying on watching the football”

One after another, the stories kept coming out of my wife’s mouth. She once told me of a friend of hers that had been picked up in a bar by a massive black football player. Within the hour she was back at his hotel room for a night of passion. She didn’t go into detail but did comment that she thought this was quite an achievement for her friend. I’d argued with her a little when she told me this but the argument soon fizzled out.

Again, the stories continued flood out of her mouth. It was like a release for her. She didn’t seem like the girl I’d known all of these years. How could she hide all of this so well most of the time? She was clearly growing in confidence not she’s gotten this off her chest. She wanted to continue,

“It used to be just a fantasy I had. I tried to keep it to myself I really did. But it was always there. Always playing on my mind. I’d walk down the street, be in a restaurant, wherever, and if there was a black guy about I’d always be checking him out, wondering what it’d be like to fuck him.”

Fuck him, that wasn’t the language I’d come to expect, that was her friends talking, not Anna. “It didn’t even matter if I was with you at the time I’d be looking even harder. It turns me on so much when I see a black man checking me out. It’s hard to explain it, it’s just some basic instinct that stirs inside of me. It’s not just the big cocks, it’s those strong arms, muscular chest and they way that they treat you when they are fucking you”

“What?” I said, as my wife’s last sentence hung in the air. “When they are fucking you? Please tell me you haven’t”

“I can’t lie to you. I can’t go on living like this. I’ve been with a few black men now, not half as many as I’ve wanted to and I feel you are holding me back. I used to just be satisfied with dancing with black guys in the clubs on nights out with my friends. It would go no further than a kiss and a bit of touching. About two years ago, I was out with my friends hitting the usual R&B clubs when me and my friend Stacy met two really big Jamaican guys who were in town for a boxing tournament. She was really hung up on this guy so invited him back to hers. We couldn’t leave the other man by himself so decided to all go back and carry on the party. No sooner as we were through the door then Stacy disappeared upstairs leaving me alone with the other guy, Anthony”

“We kissed for a while and before I knew it I found myself unzipping his trousers and slowly pulling out his cock. It was the first time I’d actually touched a black cock in the flesh and it turned me on like nothing you can imagine. I had both of my hands wrapped around it and there was still room for a third hand! I sat there gazing at it until he slowly cupped my head and lowered it towards his cock. I could barely get my lips around the thing but as I sucked it he hitched up my dress and tore off the knickers you had just bought me. His finger slid in and out of my pussy as I licked up and down the length of his shaft. His thick fingers felt great inside of me and my mind raced forward to think of what it would feel like to have this cock slide up there too. I stood up and let my dress drop to the floor and stood there before this massive black man, my naked little white body trembling with anticipation. He bent me over the sofa and slowly eased himself inside me. It was unbelievable, he took it really easy to begin with but within minutes he was ramming me hard with every last inch he had. I was screaming so hard Stacy came downstairs to see if I was okay. I glanced up and saw her stood naked in the doorway, with a grin on her face that said she knew I was more than just alright. Anthony fucked me in every position possible, except for in the ass, I just don’t think it would have fitted. It last for hours and it was so much better than…”

“So much better than what?” I asked.

“Well, to be honest, so much better than any sex I’ve had before”. I was crushed. I lay there staring at her still naked body in our bed. Her body was no longer mine, she had given it up to another man, and a black man at that. She glanced at me and her eyes drew down across my body to my cock. “I’m sorry, it just doesn’t compare anymore. You don’t make me feel like a woman in bed. I’m not prepared to accept second best anymore. I fantasized about this for years but the reality is better than I’d ever hoped. I’m not about to turn my back on that for anything” she snapped.

That night at Stacy’s house had been the first time. There have been others since. In one respect I don’t think I want to know the other stories, but there is something in the back of my head that is curious. Anna is staying at Stacy’s house at the moment and I don’t even want to guess what they are up to. She is talking about moving back in with me on the understanding that certain concessions are made. I’ve read about these ‘changes’ on the internet and am not sure I could go through with it. I’ve not admitted to her yet that I do look at interracial porn on the internet myself and it does turn me on but when it’s your own wife, and not just some face on the screen, it’s a whole different ball game. Admitting this to her may just give her the green light to think she can do whatever she wants.

I’ll keep you posted…
 
It's finished now. To be honest I couldn't keep up with her lifestyle so she has gone. Another fine white girl gone to the dark side .
 
Dude take my advice kick the bitch out on her ass and don’t look back. Believe me you can do a whole lot better. Please excuse me if this offends you but you’re soon to be X (if your smart enough) is nothing more than a fucking two-bit trailer *****. She is and always will be trash and if in ten years from now you run into her, make no mistake about she’s going to have seven little black babies all living in a trailer home and all on welfare.
 

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