Just a few questions. I am 44 and my new girlfriend is from Brazil, she is 14 years younger than me and is extremely hot. She is about 5' 8" and about 110 very small body, small breasts but a great ass. I had to start taking Viagra to keep up with her, but of course she doesn't know that I am taking it. My dick is about average 7", I have never given her a orgasm during sex, always have to bring her off with my tongue. When she is aroused, its like I am just swimming in her pussy. I purchased a toy and the last time we were together, I was eating her pussy and surprised her with the dildo, it was 9" and it went all the way in without any trouble. Of course she had a orgasm with the toy, when she saw the toy, she acted surprised that the dildo fit in her pussy. Now I have been wondering how deep her pussy is, and also I feel a little insecure right now. I don't want to ask about her previous lovers, since we have only been dating 4 months. But I now I am wondering if she was fucking guys with big dicks. I am considering buying a larger dildo 11" to see if her pussy will swallow this one too. Of course I will hide it under the bed like last time and pull it out while I am licking her pussy. I am in love, but wondering if I am enough. I have been thinking a lot about big black cocks fucking her and of course the thought turns me on, but also worried about losing her. Six years ago, I had what I thought was my dream girl, a sexy Asian girl we were together for 5 years and about the 2nd year together I brought up the swinging thing, took over a year to convince her to make my fantasy come true, which was to see her fucked by two hung black guys, and for me it was better than any xxx video, and she also enjoyed herself. I was in heaven, but then a year later I found out she was fucking one of the guys behind my back, which was a crushing blow to my ego. I didnt mind sharing her, but the part that bothered me was she was doing this without my knowledge. So I left her. Now I don't know if I want to risk doing this again with my new girlfriend. She also may enjoy it and then leave me out of her play. Question: Why is her pussy so deep? Since we have been together 4 months, wouldn't it go back to normal if she wasn't fucking those big dicks anymore? Do you think I should risk sharing her with big cocks? Or should I wait a few years until our bond is stronger?