Confused Feelings w Chastity

[28M_Single_4Cuckoldress]

So after i walked in on my college gf cheating on me with a huge BBC it changed me. She left me for him and I struggled with feeling inadequate. I then met an online dominatrix and told her everything. I admitted i was addicted to BBC porn. I now see her once a week. She put me in chastity because she said my dick was not meant for pussy. She also started pegging me. Each week I see her, she will peg me while I watch IR porn. Slowly she will make me feel so excited until I am begging her to fuck me with her dildo. If she stops it will bring me to tears and i just beg and beg.Finally when i do cum my whole body shakes as i squirt through my chastity cage. I feel so sissy now.

 

[Custer Laststand]

So after i walked in on my college gf cheating on me with a huge BBC it changed me. She left me for him....

That can happen....

....and I struggled with feeling inadequate.

Sigh....

I then met an online dominatrix and told her everything. I admitted i was addicted to BBC porn. I now see her once a week.

Sounds like the money you were previously using to pay for tuition and books is now going to your dominatrix. Did you drop out of college?

She put me in chastity because she said my dick was not meant for pussy.

Sounds like the same thing your erstwhile GF told you, but in a different way (she left you for her black lover)....

She also started pegging me.

Very good. And, totally appropriate....

Each week I see her, she will peg me while I watch IR porn.

She knows that turns you on....

Slowly she will make me feel excited, until I am begging her to fuck me with her dildo. If she stops it will bring me to tears and i just beg and beg.

Nice....

Finally when i do cum my whole body shakes as i squirt through my chastity cage. I feel so sissy now.

You're a fortunate submissive to be able to experience whole-body orgasms, and squirt through your chastity cage, while your dominatrix fucks you up your ass with her strap-on dildo. It sounds like you've learned your place in life.

 

[Sissycdsub]

So hot I am a single closeted CD sissy I love Chasity but always take it off as I am alone. When I do enjoy another I find I am seeking other CD sissies to have sex with.

 

[Laceyfemme]

Each week I see her, she will peg me while I watch IR porn. Slowly she will make me feel so excited until I am begging her to fuck me with her dildo. If she stops it will bring me to tears and i just beg and beg.Finally when i do cum my whole body shakes as i squirt through my chastity cage. I feel so sissy now.

You don't sound particularly confused to me. I think that you've found what you want and need out of life, and it should only get better from here if you can accept it. I see that it's been a couple of years since your first post, so I hope things are going well. Are you dressing up and getting fucked by real cocks now?