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ok so were new here and starting toward a new chapter in our lives. which is we have roleplayed the cuckold life for quite a while now weve had some near misses some naughty adventures on the internet and a couple of failed I'm ready moments but patience has payed off and my wife has finally decided herself that she would like to move into the reality of sharing herself. so here goes.

I thought I would try and write a kind of diary as to where we have come from and where we go as a way to keep track of our progress and maybe get advice from more experienced people plus hopefully our journey will be of interest to others.
I will apologise now for my punctuation and spelling they are not the best lol.

I will start with an introduction .. we are a married couple in our mid thirties we have been together for 15 years when we first started dating our relationship was like any other wracked with jealousy and passion but sexually quite vanilla no cuck elements I am not even sure when my feelings started to go in that direction although I can remember always being a little horny if s [I will call her s] was hit on by other guys or if she mentioned personal matters about her previous sex life.
so I guess the seed was always there.
my awakening came by way of top shelf mags real wives stuff s and I would read them together in bed get horny and fuck we enjoyed all the stories but it was always the ones where the wife fucked someone else that got me hot. knowing that there were women out there that enjoyed sex with men other than there partners really did it for me.
now s is a natural flirt especially when she has had a drink and has on most occasions attracted attention when we are out, shes 5ft 7 bbw real sexy curves big tits and very pretty with gorgeous green eyes.
as I said I was the typical young jealous boy but as we grew older my feelings changed so when s was flirting I would sit back and watch enjoy the show she never went very far so it was just fun.
until one night when we were out with some of my work colleagues the age range was between 18 and 40 I think we were about late twenties at the time anyway by the end of the night there were only me s and two of the younger guys still drinking one I knew from work the other was a friend of his we had only met that night he was a tall muscular good looking guy just gone 19 and for about an hour I had watched him flirting with my wife and watched her flirt back.
He was having trouble keeping eye contact with her as she was wearing a low cut top that showed her ample cleavage, she had noticed this and had teased him about it a few times. s has flirted with a few guys about his age and always found that if she pretended to come across even more flirty they bottled it. she would press herself against them and then watch as they glanced from her to me turn drip white and make an excuse why they had to leave s enjoyed the play and unknown to her at the time I was a lot hornier than she thought.
anyway at about midnight I was talking with my colleague who incase your wondering had watched s wind guys up in the past and found it funny we were chatting about work when I noticed s starting to move a little closer to her new friend.
"your friend is about to get a shock"
my workmate laughed and looked over "don't be so sure ..hes a bit of a player"
this intrigued me we were sat in a seated area that angled off from a small bar in the pool room there was only s and her friend in there and although I could see them through the bar mirror there view of me was limited.
so realising its getting late s makes her move he has his back to the bar and me through mirror s presses against him and puts her hand on his shoulder. its at this point her past victims lol have up and run.
but heres the twist this guy puts his hands round her waist and pulls her in a little closer and the spider becomes the fly.
now s's face is a bit flushed but am I wrong or is there a twinkle in her eye I then see her friend lean forward and for a moment I think hes going to try kiss her but instead he puts his lips near her ear he talks for about 2 minutes then leans back I cant make out his expression but s is smiling its at this point she gathers herself flashes a look at me through the mirror and notices I am watching she pulls away and makes her way over shortly followed by her buddy.
she moves in next to me and smiles. "are we ready to go"
"yes if you are" I say
she says goodbye to my colleague and I notice that her nipples look hard through her dress.
then she turns and says goodbye to our new friend again do I see a twinkle.
he says goodbye to us both and that he is glad to have met us and that he has had a great nigh and hopes he can have a drink with us again
he says " I would like to get to know you better" now I may have been wrong and its some time ago but I have always thought that last comment was aimed toward s rather than us both but maybe I was just hoping lol.
anyway we say a final goodbye and walk to the nearby taxi office.
on the journey home a ten min drive I ask s if she had a good night.
"yes very good and I'm a little ***** " she laughes.
"you seemed to get on very well with the new guy did you behave when you were hiding in the pool room with him" I said this in a jokey way so as not to seem annoyed.
but she got a little defensive . " I wasn't hiding you went into the other room and I was still talking to him"
I smiled to reassure her " I know I'm only winding you up ...although I think there was more than just talking going on" again I say it lightly.
she smiles this time "just a bit of flirting you don't normally mind"
"no its fine"
by this point were home I pay the taxi and s sways up to the house her curvy ass looks awesome in her dress.
when I get in the house s grabs me and gives me a long kiss.
"someones horny" I laugh when we part
"i always am when iv'e had a drink"
"are you sure its just the drink or did a certain someone who seemed to like you get you worked up "
now I get a sudden look of surprise "what do you mean"
" just I noticed when you pushed up against him he didnt run like usual and he had hold of you for quite a while"
now the look turns to worry. "i didn't realise you could see us that well I didn't think that would happen I'm sorry "
I quickly try to turn things round " its fine i'm not angry you enjoyed yourself he did ,nothing happened its ok.
she settles a little " I was a bit shocked when he grabbed me and not sure what to do guess he turned that around on me "
she laughes a little.
" you didn't seem to mind though and did I see him whisper something to you"
another worried look " he did but I don't want you getting mad he was a bit ***** and probably talking rubbish and anyway I told him no."
now I'm intrigued " no to what "
"look its nothing lets just go to bed " another deep kiss.
the kissing continues upstairs and soon were getting heavy I start to suck her nipples as this generally helps get her wet but when I move my hand between her legs she is already soaked.
I give her a happy but surprised look. "whats got you all worked up is it a certain someone "
"no its you I'm horny"
"i bet his attention helped though"
she hesitates but finally admits it." maybe a little its nice to be found attractive and it turned me on a bit that's all."
"ok so if that's all what did he whisper to you I'm not going to go find him" I laugh.
"promise you wont get mad"
"i promise"
"he said that he really fancys me and asked if there was any chance he could fuck me."
"and " I ask
"and I said no obviously and then I came over to you"
now all this time i'm still rubbing her pussy and shes pushing onto my hand a bit more.
"did you fancy him"
"what kind of question is that"
"an honest one "
"yes I suppose he was very goodlooking"
"and would you have fucked him if you were single"
by now I'm hard as hell and fingering her fully
" what shut up" a pause "does this turn you on"
"you know I like you to flirt and this is a bit like one of the stories that we read in the magazines and they turn us both on"
shes starting to get into me rubbing her now "i suppose she says but all I did was flirt a bit"
I move over her and rub the head of my dick on her pussy she likes that.
she starts to try to pull me in by my hips
"yeah but if you had the chance do you think you would have fucked him"
brief silence
" yeah I think so "
with this I pushed in and we fucked hard for about twenty minutes it was very intense and I had my first fuck imagining another guy I knew, was fucking my wife she also seemed to have her eyes shut and I like to think she was thinking of him too.
this is the first time my cuck side had nearly surfaced into our relationship but not the last al try to bring you up to present day if anyone is interested we have had a few more near misses and advetures in other areas up till now
sorry if this was too long its my first time.
but thanks if you stayed with me.
 
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Thanks for sharing, look forwards to the next installment
 
thanks enigma I'm new to it so will try my best
 
"they offered to buy us a drink and then told us the pub opened as a night club downstairs after 12 and would we like to check it out"
"well I hope you behaved" I teased
s grits her teeth "ok I want to be honest I was flirting with him and I may have accidentally touched his dick"
now my dick starts to twitch. "how do you accidentally touch a dick " I laugh
s slips into bed and catches a glimpse of my semi hardcock "ooo hello"
"well"
"its hard to explain and I don't want you to think I going to do anything"
"don't worry its fine"
"ok so k was dancing with her chap and I was sat at a table with mine"
hearing her describe him as mine was very exiting
"we were flirting and he was telling me how sexy I was and that he wanted to fuck me so I told him to shut up"
"go on "
"well then he was telling me it was true and how hard he was and that I could touch it if I didn't believe him"
by now my cock is fully hard and s has noticed "are you getting turned on"
"maybe so how did the accident happen "
I move my body closer to hers and start to rub her pussy its very wet.
"it wasn't a total accident obviously I meant to touch it I just didn't realise he had it out"
my whole body buzzed it may seem small to those enjoying a full cuckold life but to me it was an awesome development
"i figured if I touched it quickly he might stop going on about it so I put my hand under the table and as I moved it I felt what I thought was his wrist but it wasn't."
"how long did you touch it"
"well I was a little shocked so longer than I planned to maybe a minute"
"was it big"
"yeh well I thought it was an arm "she laugh nervously
"what then "
"nothing k came back I told her what happened she was a little shocked and then we left"
by now I was sucking a little on her nips.
"i was worried about telling you but it seems you don't mind"
"well nothing bad happened and its a sexy story"
"yes I can see that"
we kissed for a bit and then s climbed ontop of me my favourite position and started to ride me after about ten minutes she was really getting into it so I decided to push my luck.
"would you like to ride him like this"
a pause no more than a few seconds
"yeah I would"
her pace increased
"you want that big hard strangers dick in you"
"GOD YEAH"
some big final thrusts she cums I cum and we collapse into a heap.
"you ok " I ask
"that was awesome"
within a few minutes she is asleep but i'm still horny as hell I don't know if she was drunker than I thought but that was the first time she really got into it. I decided then that I would tell her my fantasy.
 
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so when we went to bed we hadn't really spoken about our conversation
I didn't want to seem pushy so I left it.
well we started to have a kiss and a cuddle one thing lead to another and soon we were spooning I was playing with her tits and she was grinding her ass into my cock.
then my surprise came.
"mmm just think if I had had a few more drinks he might have been doing this last night."
I immediately became harder and it took me a moment to respond.
"really so you think you might have gone home with him then"
"maybe or we might have just fucked in the ally at the back of the club"
it might not seem much but I fucked the shit out of her while she talked about how big his cock was
after I asked if she was ok with the roleplay.
"if it means we fuck like that then yeah"
since then we have roleplayed on and off with different degrees of intesity till present.
we had a break when s had our first child.
then roleplayed some more even dabbled with a bit of camming online which s enjoyed showing herself annonimously.
another break when we got married.
after the roleplay continued but the camming was done it had gotten too much she was on every night. thing is when s gets into something its like an addiction, its one of her concerns about sleeping around if she likes it she might take it and run with it and I wont have a say till shes done.
but I think so long as were honest with each other well always be strong.
our next incident happened after we were married.
don't worry were nearly up to date lol
just want to get it all out.
 
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another child and another break and then our nearest encounter.
maybe a year ago an old boyfriend of hers from when she was about 17 found her on facebook and requested her she told me and I said its fine
they started to msg each other firstly about when they were young school hang outs ext..
and then about them how they got together the relationship why they split all fairly tame and then boom i'll call him [R] says
THE SEX WAS GOOD THOUGH
now s is sitting next to me when he sends this and she tells me what he put.
"well was it"
"yeah we were young but it was good"
"well you cant leave him hanging"
S- YEAH THE SEX WAS REALLY GOOD
R- I WAS THINKING ABOUT IT THE OTHER DAY HOW GOOD IT WAS
S- OH WAS YOU
R-YEAH PITY YOUR MARRIED NOW
s showed me the msgs "what should I say"
"what do you want to say"
"dunno am a bit horny though"
" well you can say whatever you want babe its only messages at moment"
a cheeky smile "ok yeah "
S- JUST BECAUSE IM MARRIED DOESNT MEAN I DONT LIKE SEX
R- SO DOES THAT MEAN I MIGHT HAVE A CHANCE THEN
S- YOU NEVER KNOW
They messaged like this for next few days getting steamier and steamier
him telling her he had to wank cos he was thinking about her and her telling him she thinks about him during sex
then finnaly after about a week he commits.
R- I WANNA MEET YOU N FUCK YOU WE CAN GET A HOTEL NOBODY WILL KNOW
s told me straight away
"ok well do you want to meet him"
"yeah I think so I feel more comfortable because I already know him and I have been thinking about it"
"well ok then"
S-WHERE N WHEN
R- SERIOUSLY THATS GREAT
S- I THINK SO
R- WHAT ABOUT YA HUBBY
then came the mistake
S- LOOK TO BE HONEST HE KNOWS ABOUT US AND HES FINE ABOUT IT.
we never heard from him again ffs
I couldn't understand it still cant he fancys her wants to fuck her and then gets a free pass from hubby ?
 
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Crazy!
The vast majority of guys wouldn't give a damn if a husband knows; they may care about being watched, photo'd, filmed, or they may want to keep it private (at least at first), but they don't care if he is aware or not.

Hell, I'd rather know a hubby was aware and approved! It's much more comfortable if no one is nervous about being 'discovered', or consequences when she goes home.
 
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i agree nazareth i could never wrap my head round it he contacted her he started the convo toward sex and eventually asked if he could fuck her all knowing she was married then she tells him yes and that he needs not worry as im ok with it. Most guys would have thought awesome no comeback.
This guy just dissapeared even shut down his facebook lol the worst part is that i think this would have been s's opening guy but all he did was knock her confidence and she stepped back a bit.
 
Anyway where pretty much up to date we carried on with the roleplay which has got a lot more varied and intense i think that her near miss with the last guy made her at least realise she actually wants to sleep with others.
She has become more vocal and taken more lead in our roleplay which has opened up a bigger range of things as she has felt comfortable expressing her desires.
We now roleplay a variation.
Younger guys -older guys
Friends, strangers, dogging, she loves roleplaying gangbangs.
More recently she has started bringing up guys with huge dicks or more dominant guys.
Her latest interest is interracial sex its her most common fantasy at moment.
So as i say our roleplay is at its peak and about 2 weeks ago during a pretty heavy session she kept saying we need this to happen.
When i asked her afterward if she meant it she said that she spends most of her day imagining another guy fucking her and that she needs to try even if its just once.
So here we are she has taken the reigns on this she wants to move it into reality so what now lol.
Thats our story all thats left is our future adventures we havnt had many comments so i wondered do i carry on, do i start a new post, or just give up on the blog.
Advise also on our next move and future life is most welcome it been a long haul getting her here dont want to mess up now.
Thanks for reading.
 
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so not sure how best to continue this wether to keep going here or start a new thread.
ill update here for now see if anyone wants me to continue.
as I said its been about two weeks since she declared her readiness and our roleplay has been very intense but I noticed it has been mainly based around younger men and black guys which peaked my interest so today I asked her if she was basing her desires on a certain person.
the answer is yes but its two people not one.
s is doing a college course at the moment and the students are in a varied age range well apparently theres a young guy rick (22) in her class who she hit it off with it started mainly as friendly but recently hes been getting more friendly if you know what I mean.
commenting on her body and how good she looks etc. its quite recent so s didn't tell me because she didn't want to get my hopes up.
but she says he seems interested and she is going to see where it goes if I am ok with it.
the other is a black guy she says she thinks hes mid twenties good looking well built he takes his kid to the same school as ours and they walk most of the same route every morning and afternoon s says they started off just saying hello then about three four weeks ago he introduced himself as jay and they chatted when it was just the two of them on the morning journey home.
she didn't think much of it at the time but they chat on most of there trips now.
hes told her a lot about himself and she noticed he mentioned hes single about 5 or 6 times now.
he always gives her compliments about her hair or clothes and she thinks he waits for her if shes running late as he lives a little closer to the school than us.
she says it might be nothing but she gets a vibe from him.
I asked her if he new about her being married.
and apparently she hasn't mentioned it (which is good after what happened with the last guy see above lol)
but it does make me think she has hoped he might be interested from the start naughty girl
I asked her she smiled and said she didn't want me to get exited until there was a sign there might be something there.
fair enough.
so the question now is who gets her the youth or the single guy or dare I say it.... both.
all I can do is leave her to it and wait ...its torture and I'm rock hard thinking this might finaly happen.
so guys do I continue updating or am I flogging a dead horse.
and advice on her two prospective lovers if you have it.
 
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One point worth mentioning is for her to not let 'missed connections' shake her confidence.
Apparently, this is fairly common when arranging meets or dates. I hope she can look at it from a more "it just wasn't meant to happen" viewpoint, as opposed to thinking somebody didn't find her attractive.

We have been lucky that our extramarital sex was generally with close and/or long-time friends. A lot of the wife's experiences have been with co-workers as well, so we've never had to place ads, join websites, or otherwise have 'random' encounters.
 
Please continue. Lack of questions is mostly due to you mostly so far relating your interesting history. As you get to the present and need input I expect some of the many thoughtful members will comment.

So far it appears to me you are doing fine and don't need suggestions.

Both guys sound good. She has had time to get comfortable and build a 'friend' base before sex. Best wishes.
 
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Thanks for the replys nazareth and george.
I made every effort to reasure her after her let down i dont think it was a confidence issue i think he made her think if we were doing something we shouldnt but she seems to have reconciled her feelings now.
My main thought at moment is do we tell jay shes married or just let him think shes available for now.
 
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Keep it simple for now. Don't tell Jay yet. There's penty of time to introduce him to your games later.
 
Thanks george my thoughts exactly dont want to scare him off before hes more hooked lol.
On another note its half term so s wont be at college or doing school run i was dissapointed at this thought but s says it will give her time to prepare.
Sounds like she planning a war lol.
However she has been txting a lot tonight and when i asked who with it turns out to be her college pal rik.
Him and a few of her other classmates are going for a drink wednesday night and hes invited her out.
Iv told her its fine with me.
A thought occured not sure if he knows shes married eighther (she doesnt where a ring) al haf to ask her.
 
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I'm loving your thread. It has the ring of truth which only makes it so much hotter. It's those early moments, when it dawns on her that you really want her to fuck other men, that really got me interested in your story. She sounds really sexy by the way.
 
I would think as you begin to meet some guys, the question of being married or being in a relationship will naturally be asked. I don't think you need an answer immediately, but it would be good to know how you two choose to answer that before it's asked.

I'm sure 10 different people may offer 10 different opinions on what you "should" tell them, but my position is it's best to be open and honest up front. The biggest reason is that it's so much harder to 'share the experience' or be included in the activities if she presents herself as single or available. If that is something you both would want, you/she can play that game, so to speak. But being cuckolded without the benefit of watching, participating, or otherwise not being included is too frustrating in the long run.
 
Thanks for the post sc david she is incredibly sexy its one of the reasons i want her to share herself so other guys can experience how hot she is.
Its also been a massive turn on watching her own change from me telling her about my fantasy to her finally taking control of it and basically telling me she is going to fuck other men... So hot.
I agree nazareth that we will tell her prospective partners about me after all i do want to be present.
But she wants to get jay hooked first.
She has mentioned though that she might feel more comfortable one on one with them to start with untill we see how we are emotionally after shes shared.
Not sure of my feelings about that it gets me horny but theres a jealous undertone too.
But i guess compromise is to be expected if were to get the ball rolling.
 
So its set shes going out tomorrow night with some friends from college rik among them s says she is not going to push it but if he tries it on she will go with it and see what happens (he does know shes married by the way) im horny thinking about it now so tommorow night will be crazy.
 
Anticipation.
Random rushes of adrenaline.
Hoping she comes home with a well-used pussy while praying that she doesn't.
Countless fantasies spinning in your head, never stopping.
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